(15) Swan Life: Engagement Rings!!!

Pure Rose Gold, Heart Shaped Morganite Gemstone Ring in a size 6 1/2!

Hey Swans!

I went to the Mall today and tried on Engagement Rings!!! I had so much fun. I am trying on rings because no matter who I actually end up marrying - I will actually be getting married. And soon. I have put it out into the Universe and am now allowing my True Soulmate to reveal himself to me. After trying them on, I realized that my preferences are actually slightly different from my original idea. The first picture (above) is my original ring.

As you can see they are absolutely stunning on me! However, I actually prefer a simpler look - without the surrounding diamond "Halo". A few diamonds are still desirable, but the gold band should be unobstructed. I still want the HEART though. 

Here are two more rings I tried on to get a feel for what I like. These two have a simpler look which I like more. 

Additionally, I learned that only Diamonds are measured in carats. Other gemstones just go by visual size preference. So the important thing here is: Bigger is Better!

Pure Rose Gold, Heart Shaped Morganite Gemstone Ring in a size 6 1/2 !!!

Thanks for Reading Swans!

(14) Swan Soulmate: Soulmate Message Revealed!

I spent all last night trying to edit the Soulmate Message. I made the message on Jan 20th and mentioned it in a post on Feb 5th. Circumstances have changed significantly since then, so I was trying to alter it to reflect things as they are today. However, I became frustrated that it wasn't being expressed correctly. So I re-created my Soulmate message. I have put together a series of 4 cover songs (in message order) that reflect who I am and how I feel about Sky (Scott Hueson Roberts). I love you babe. I hope now you'll understand. The lyrics are located at the bottom of this post. Thanks for watching Swans!

Soulmate Message! 4 Videos (in order)

(13) Swan Soulmate: The Meeting Cont. (2/23/15)

Yesterday (2/22/15) I made a post saying that I was going to head over to Claremont Graduate University and my future Husband and Soulmate may show up. I know everyone’s been wondering who this guy is. He is my very first boyfriend. The first person I ever felt a pleasant psychic sensation the first time I met him. The second person was my most current former boyfriend. You all read yesterday’s post. I took that exact post and pasted it into a Facebook message and sent it to him. Just in case he may want to show up for the Soulmate Meeting. I received a message immediately. This was our first contact in about 1 year. He happened to be heading to Glendora that day. The same city I am staying in!!! We met at Starbucks and went from there. 

(12) Swan Soulmate: The Meeting! (2/22/15)

Today is Feb 22nd '15

I will be spending the day at Claremont Graduate University. My Future Husband lives nearby and graduated from this University. I wanted to visit the beautiful gardens(?) he told me about in the past when we were still friends. The only one I found online is called the Rancho Santa Ana Botanic Garden. So I will head there today until I'm picked up by the family friend I am staying with. I don't know when that will be. Who knows... maybe my Husband reads my blog. Maybe he will go there to find me... maybe, he will even have a Gift for me. : )

(Ps. I Love You)

~Raine-Skyy

(11) Swan Life: Swan Flight

Feb 20 ’15, 8:13 pm

I am flying on an airplane to another destination. I will be in Glendora, California until March 3rd, where I will then be going to the East Coast. My first sister (the second of 8 siblings) is having a baby next month! I intend to be there in person when I officially become an Aunt for the first time. In the mean time, what new surprises will be in store for me in Cali?! Here is the footage from my Swan flight.

(10) Swan Life: Dreams

(I may edit this post later, but for now this is how it came out of me)

Feb 11 ’15

I just woke up from a dream. It’s 9:11 am and I got little sleep last night. I received a call from an old family friend. It is  this friend’s mother who contacted me and will be providing me with a place to stay today on the 11th. He called me at 4:58 am and we spoke for 1 hour and 36 minutes. This was the first time I spoke to him since around 2009. I never knew him very well. He is mother’s friend. Anyway, we had a great conversation where I shared my first blog post with him. He loved it. I saw that I was again receiving what I had recently asked for: Friends who understood me and were willing to take my coaching advice. (I am a [Swan] Life Coach) I am thankful and happy to see my needs met. I can tell that we will be good friends. 

The dream had held a lesson or message for me. This is what I remember:

(9) SwanLife: My Song #2

Hey Swans! I have made another video recording of me singing my personal Swan Song. I know I'm not all that great of a singer, but self expression does not have to be perfect. The song is called Read All About part 3 by Emeli Sande. My version is part 4. It takes me a few tries to get it right, so please be patient with me. Thanks! (Ps. I have an edited version of this that is shorter and neater, with continuous sound. I have it on my youtube page Swan Life: The Ugly Duck)

(8) Swan Soulmate #4: No Call

My Husband and Soulmate did not call. Let me back track. He may have called but I have been out of contact for the past several days. I dropped my phone in the water at the beach and no one has a way of contacting me. I am not aware of receiving any calls at my hotel, but I am not staying there anymore either. I sent him a Facebook friend request which he has chosen not to accept. This means the beginning has not started yet. Stay tuned Swans!!! Thank you all for your support.

(7) SwanLife: My Song

Remember the story of The Ugly Duckling? 

Many people misinterpret this story. Many think the story is about being ugly and magically becoming beautiful. Many try to apply this inappropriate logic to their lives. Hoping beyond hope, that they will one day transform into something better than they are. They miss the true point of this story. The most important part of this story is that the ugly duckling is not a duck. It is a swan that hatched from within a duck's nest. It wasn't ugly and then turned beautiful. It was always beautiful. It wasn't a duck who then turned into a swan. It was always a swan. It just needed to realize this. Once the little swan realized that it was literally a completely different bird, all its duck problems went away. It could be itself freely. It found that it wasn’t ugly after all. It was actually beautiful the whole time! The story is about finding who you really are.

That is the point of this Blog. It's to help you realize that you are already a Beautiful Swan. In order to do that, you must first understand that You Are Not A Duck!

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Hey Swans! I have made a video recording of me singing my personal Swan Song. I am going to make one every night for several nights of the same song. The song is called Read All About part 3 by Emeli Sande. I love her because she understands herself enough to know we all need self expression. I'm calling my versions part 4 by Kayyisa Raine-Skyy.  I'm not that great of a singer, but self-expression does not have to be perfect. The song will have several variations as, I change it according to how I feel that night. 

(6) Swan Soulmate #3: The Beginning!!!

(5) Swan Life Lessons #3: First Step Continued

Remember the story of The Ugly Duckling? 

Many people misinterpret this story. Many think the story is about being ugly and magically becoming beautiful. Many try to apply this inappropriate logic to their lives. Hoping beyond hope, that they will one day transform into something better than they are. They miss the true point of this story. The most important part of this story is that the ugly duckling is not a duck. It is a swan that hatched from within a duck's nest. It wasn't ugly and then turned beautiful. It was always beautiful. It wasn't a duck who then turned into a swan. It was always a swan. It just needed to realize this. Once the little swan realized that it was literally a completely different bird, all its duck problems went away. It could be itself freely. It found that it wasn’t ugly after all. It was actually beautiful the whole time! The story is about finding who you really are.

That is the point of this Blog. It's to help you realize that you are already a Beautiful Swan. In order to do that, you must first understand that You Are Not A Duck!

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Last time I ended the post with "What do I want? What do I really want."

(4) Swan Life Lessons #2: The First Step

Feb 6 2015

I woke up thinking of these instructions:

Tell everything. Begin post with “I just finished packing today…”

I just finished re-packing today. Today is Feb 6 2015. I moved to Hawaii on Jan 27th. I am no longer in a relationship. When I left the mainland I made sure my (then) boyfriend knew that I was looking for love, marriage and children. I understand that he is not ready for that. We will remain friends. I have until the 9th to stay with a friend of mine. On the 10th I will need a new place to live. Normally I would have stressed myself out looking for a place to live this whole time. But the Universe let me know that I am to wait for my new home to present itself to me. Oh wait..I have not explained everything yet. Let me start again. 

(3) Swan Soulmate #2: The Ring!

As a Swan I know that all my needs are going to be met. It is my job to let the Universe know what I need. This is an engagement ring I bought myself to inform the Universe that I wanted to be married.

(2) Swan Soulmate: Entry #1

Remember the story of The Ugly Duckling? 

Many people misinterpret this story. Many think the story is about being ugly and magically becoming beautiful. Many try to apply this inappropriate logic to their lives. Hoping beyond hope that they will one day transform into something better than they are. They miss the true point of this story. The most important part of this story is that the ugly duckling is not a duck. It is a swan that hatched from within a duck's nest. It wasn't ugly and then turned beautiful. It was always beautiful. It wasn't a duck who then turned into a swan. It was always a swan. It just needed to realize this. Once the little swan realized that it was literally a completely different bird, all its duck problems went away. It could be itself freely. It found that it wasn’t ugly after all. It was actually beautiful the whole time! The story is about finding who you really are.

That is the point of this Blog. It's to help you realize that you are already a Beautiful Swan. In order to do that, you must first understand that You Are Not A Duck!

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I know that as a Swan experiencing Duck Life, I must find another Ethereal Swan to be fulfilled in Love. ~ Raine-Skyy Kayyisa